friday feelings

I woke up this morning feeling...

frustrated.

stressed.

sad.

I have a hard time sleeping these days and I wake up most of the time with my back hurting. 

Maybe I have too much on my mind.

Maybe it's the fact that sleeping with my son in the middle is getting too much.

I feel cramped on the bed and sometimes feel like I can't breathe.

I tried sleeping on the floor to have my own room to move around, but that was even more uncomfortable. 
My son needs his own bed.


I need a pick-me-up...
I need a massage.


I miss my dad.
I wish I could call him up like I do with my mom and just talk.
I wish I could hug him and not let go. 
He always made things easier.
He always made everyone laugh.
He always made me smile.
I wish he was still here.